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Did you ever think
Did u ever think..maybe life closed that door because it knew u were worth more than u were settling for?
@feelingsoo
"I always knew looking back on the tears would make me laugh. But I never knew looking back on the laughs would make me cry."
dark times
"Those were dark times. I feel regret of not utilizing those times in a better manner. But in a sense, I now know how does it feel to be different from the person standing in front of you. It feels good. And I feel kind of relief like I'm out of a dark cellar or something like that."
loneliness
"People think they know me, but they don't. Not really. Actually, I am one of the loneliest people on this earth. I cry sometimes, because it hurts. It does. To be honest, I guess you could say that it hurts to be me." - Michael Jackson
In the End
...and in the end, you are all by yourself. Alone, being haunted everyday and every single night. Your eyes raining on the slightest of things, your heart so broken as like never before. Every time you think okay pain can't be bigger than this but then comes a moment in your day when you become aware that although its composed of just 4 words, it has no limits. Pain, knows no boundary...
sometimes
Sometimes you just need someone to be with you. You don't want to tell them what's wrong. But just the feeling of having someone you know who cares is a blessing and it lessens your pain. But when that someone says this to you, "we are not close as before", then you wish for the D angel to come early for you. 2010 you already are a mind-boggling year for me, please don't make it worse than it already is.
3 Intriguing WHYs
Why isn't there any liquid, any substance to put out the fire that burns your insides? Why isn't there any way to mute your soul that constantly screams at you all day long? Why isn't there any way to kill yourself without being killed?
agony
Sometimes I can hear the sound of my soul screaming inside me.....happening most often nowadays. It's a new experience, thanks to 2010.
“The best lesson which we get from the tragedy of Cerebella is that Husain (A.S.) and his companions were rigid believers in God. They illustrated that the numerical superiority does not count when it comes to the truth and the falsehood. The victory of Husain (A.S.), despite his minority, marvels me!” - Thomas Carlyle
