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Sometimes I have to pretend that I really don't care..
It is really miserable when you reach the stage that you feel you just live to get biological survival, that is when you lose every taste of happiness, you lose your ability to laugh, can't have fun, run in life as an old sick man while you are in your twenties. Life really does suck..
Where shall I go? To the left, where nothing's right? Or to the right, where nothing's left?
"He was my North, my South, my East and West, My working week and Sunday rest, My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song; I thought that love would last forever: I was wrong." ~ W. H. Auden
"It's so easy to fall in love but hard to find someone who will catch you.." - Anonymous
Sometimes the one thing you are looking for is the one thing you can't see..
Another lesson learned.. Same lesson; shame on me..
Well ,it's like, once I sat down and looked at the situation, all the pieces lying on the floor, it just wasn't a puzzle anymore. None of the pieces fit together. And even if I tried really hard, the pieces, well they were two different puzzles..
I hate days like today, because they remind me of the one thing I don't have..
Maybe they are right. Maybe I did get my hopes up too high. Maybe I was in over my head. Maybe I am the stupid one for ever thinking that you loved me, but maybe, just maybe, I am tired of being alone..
You wonder why I don't talk to you anymore and please believe me when I say, it's not that I don't want to, it's just that everything I want to say I can't tell you anymore.. </3

For that's the way it is with life, as some of the most beautiful days come completely by chance. But even the most beautiful days eventually have their sunsets..

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I've been laying here all night, listening to the sound of.... Talking to my heart and trying to explain. Why sometimes I catch myself wondering what might have been..
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Sometimes it's better to be clueless about what's happening around you, than to know every bit of information that would silently kill you..
There comes a point in your life when you get tired of chasing everyone and trying to fix everything..
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In case I forget it which I did some years back -_-

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Those who dance appear insane to those who cannot hear the music..
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In your life, you meet people. Some you never think about again. Some, you wonder what happened to them. There are some that you wonder if they ever think about you. And then there are some you wish you never had to think about again. But you do.
I'm not even gonna get mad anymore. I just gotta learn to expect the lowest from people, even the people I thought the highest of..
For over a century, I have lived in secret, until now. I know the risk, but I have to know her..
Hi. I am probably home. I'm just avoiding someone I don't like. Leave me a message, and if I don't call you back, it's you.. ;)
Running ain't freedom..
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Sunday, August 21, 2011
Don't promise when you're happy, Don't reply when you're angry, and Don't decide when you're sad..
When you're trying to convince yourself that something dosen't bother you, it usually bothers you more..
Girls, if you like a guy, then tell him... Because he probably won't figure it out. Boys, if you like a girl, tell her... Don't write on the tables.
"Nature is smarter than people think. Little by little we lose our friends, we lose everything. We keep losin' and losin' till we say you know, 'Oh what the hell am I livin' around here for? I got no reason to go on.'" - Mickey (From the Movie 'Rocky V')
"There is no greater sorrow than to recall in misery the time when we were happy." ~ Dante
There's nothing more depressing than having it all and still feeling sad..
and yeah, no more feeling of being ignored anymore..
NO MORE FRIENDS, NO MORE LEAVING ANYMORE! FAIR ENOUGH!
tired of this world, and tired of the people in it! ENOUGH!!!
Sometime the enemy is in us.
It takes ten times as long to put yourself back together as it does to fall apart.
It's hard to accept the truth when the lies were exactly what you wanted to hear.
(S)tress (I)s (N)ow (G)one, (L)ife's (E)asier.
Sometimes we have to do things that we don't want to do :(
> Do you remember how much I loved you.. ?! > Yes <3 > That's how much I hate you right now </3
And you'll never know how it feels to have the one person who means everything to you -make you feel like nothing.
How can I trust my heart when it has let me down before?
"I’m starting to realize that ‘forever’ is just another one of those fairy tales that mothers tell their children to help them sleep at night. Nothing is forever. Life isn’t, happiness isn’t, love isn’t. Things end and people say goodbye and we have no choice in the matter. All we can do is sit and watch our lives ending one minute at a time."
"Sometimes in life you have to slow down - To get a clear picture."
"Sometimes in life you have to take a step back to take a better leap forward."
"Sometimes in life you gotta go through the rain if you want to see the sun shine"
"Sometimes in life you wish for something, then there comes a time when you’ll stop wishing not because you already got what you wanted but because you’ve finally accepted the fact that not all wishes can come true."

This morning "SMS: 6 Blocked".. And now.. Hmm

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When u want me but no longer need me.. Then I shall go..
"You don't realize just how many things remind you of a person until they become someone you no longer wish to remember."
When I'm alone in my room sometimes I stare at the wall..
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Sitting on d terrace, enjoying d rain. Watching people running from their dormitories to d mess hall.. Just saw a guy passed like a bullet :O
A perfectly good song ruined by horrible memories..
"most of the people say that you dont sleep at night ??? vampire or something ???" ... :D
Aisi waisi batein, mjhay ati hain kahan

Ullo!

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"Some people accidentally walk on your feet and apologize, while others walk all over your heart and don't even realize.."
Second chances don't matter, because some people will never change...
I knew forever was too good to be true..
Am I right in thinking that "You were a waste of time... But also such an experience."?!
It wasn't your fault... It was mine for believing every word you said!
He loved her. She loved him. Everyone knew. Except them.
Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me..
"Love is an untamed force. When we try to control it, it destroys us. When we try to imprison it, it enslaves us. When we try to understand it, it leaves us feeling lost and confused." ~ Paulo Coelho

Before going to sleep

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"One may have a blazing hearth in one's soul, and yet no one ever comes to sit by it." - Vincent Van Gogh
"The lonely one offers his hand too quickly to whomever he encounters." - Friedrich Nietszche
"I never knew until that moment how bad it could hurt to lose something you never really had."
"Have you ever been hurt and the place tries to heal a bit, and you just pull the scar off of it over and over again." ~ Rosa Parks
One day you will open your eyes and I won't be there..
It feels like everyone else is sitting in the sunshine, while I drown in the rain..
Today is just one of those days when I keep thinking, could I have done something differently?
Its sad how one lie destroys a thousand truths..
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"Love is much like a wild rose, beautiful and calm, but willing to draw blood in its defense."
When it's real, you can't walk away :)
The worst part about being lied to is knowing that you weren't worth the truth..
is emotionally unavailable..
Everything that used to matter doesn't anymore..
Ironically, the person you care for the most is the same person that is causing all your pain..
I'm hoping that if I tell myself not to fall in love, something inside me will understand..
Sometimes we have to get lost to find ourselves..
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From all the toys of the world , you chose my feelings to play with </3
..blooming blossoms..planting tress..coloring flowers..painting sky..growing grass..sprinkling dew..fluffing clouds..picking blackberries..floating kites..cueing bird songs..warming breeze..buttering sandwiches..
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