Saad

I was told to expect fireworks, but my whole heart got set on fire. And it felt like, finally.

I miss you.

You know what hurts? When people specially your family have no idea what the fuck you went through and what the fuck you are going through. When they don't understand you even when you have tried to explain. When they think that you shouldn't take interest in something which they don't give a rat ass about. When you can't trust a single person between them to share the storm which is blowing inside you. When you did share something with some of them and they blew it right away, right on your face. When you wanted to die and you decided to live because of them but then they make you want to just end it all. All of this..hurts.

Sometimes the people you love so much do something so selfish that it leaves you shattered right to your soul. Sometimes people make you question your worth. And sometimes, even after years, whenever you remember what happened, you can feel the pieces they left broken.