Saad

so many lies, so many unfair games......people have lost the meaning of love.

I know you've got the best intentions Just trying to find the right words to say Promise I've already learned my lesson But right now, I wanna be not okay I'm so tired, sitting here waiting If I hear one more "Just be patient" It's always gonna stay the same So let me just give up So let me just let go If this isn't good for me Well, I don't wanna know Let me just stop trying Let me just stop fighting I don't want your good advice Or reasons why I'm alright You don't know what it's like You don't know what it's like Can't stop these feet from sinking And it's starting to show on me You're staring while I'm blinking But just don't tell me what you see I'm so over all this bad luck Hearing one more "Keep your head up" Is it ever gonna change? So let me just give up So let me just let go If this isn

Sometimes I feel like shutting down myself, from everyone and everything.

I feel empty.

One of the part that sucks in breaking up with someone is the feeling that you might never get this close to any other person in your life, not with any other boyfriend/girlfriend, not even your husband/wife.

No matter how much you try to keep your life simple, it won't stay like that. Just when I thought my life had gotten on a pattern, there were sudden changes on which I had no hold. It spiraled out of my control, twice. Sometimes you have to let certain people go. People who love you, who say you are the best thing that has ever happened to them. People who hold you dearest to their heart. Just recently I had to let one such person go. Someone who was so close, yet so far. Someone with whom I could actually talk face to face, unlike most of the people I am close to, or was closed to. It's not something I wanted to do. It was something that I had to do.