Saad

Sometimes I feel like shutting down myself, from everyone and everything.

I feel empty.

One of the part that sucks in breaking up with someone is the feeling that you might never get this close to any other person in your life, not with any other boyfriend/girlfriend, not even your husband/wife.

No matter how much you try to keep your life simple, it won't stay like that. Just when I thought my life had gotten on a pattern, there were sudden changes on which I had no hold. It spiraled out of my control, twice. Sometimes you have to let certain people go. People who love you, who say you are the best thing that has ever happened to them. People who hold you dearest to their heart. Just recently I had to let one such person go. Someone who was so close, yet so far. Someone with whom I could actually talk face to face, unlike most of the people I am close to, or was closed to. It's not something I wanted to do. It was something that I had to do.