Saad

You meant the world to me..my best friend forever, my human diary, my other half...I am sorry for expecting, for hoping, for wishing...little things..

You know what's the easiest way to get rid of a person close to you? Make them realise what kind of a miserable friend they are. If they don't realise this themselves, then no matter what you tell them, it won't work and he/she won't leave. Whether you tell them that they are a hard friend to be with or you tell them that they are not reasonable, it still won't work. No, they have to think it themselves. Your peace has to matter for them. And once they realise it, it won't matter how much they love you or how much they are close to you, your peace and your long term happiness will come first for them.

Now I am left wondering what those things were. I am already thinking too bad of myself, and then there are things out there which you didn't like but you never said to me, so that I may not get offended? I guess that kind of proves my point; you deserved a better friend all along. I am sorry that you got stuck with me and had to deal with my shit for all these years.