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Nothing fixes a thing so intensely in the memory as the wish to forget it..
The most hard headed people in the whole wide world are those who are in love.. Whatever you tell them, they just wouldn't listen..
You can fake your smile and laugh, but you can never deny your tears and sadness when it all come out.
Here I am, once again.. I'm torn into pieces.. </3
It's ok.. life would not love me either </3
There comes a point when you realize that no one ever gives a damn about you and your feelings.
"God you're a player" ~ HZB to ME
Sometimes what holds you together and what tears you apart are the same things.
Sometimes words are not enough to make someone feel that you care for them. Sometimes it needs a little effort.
But now all that is left is the memories.. if you cared for me then.. how come i mean nothing to you now?.. Why do i stand all alone..
I would never regret the day you walked into my life... But YOU would regret the day you let me walk out of yours!!
They say "bad things happen for a reason" but no wise words will stop the bleeding..

I'm FUCKING FINE!!!!

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i am not lost.i know exactly where i am.i just hate it here!!
Sometimes, the only reason why you won't let go of what's making you sad is because it was the only thing that made you happy...
Remember, you just can't keep playing with someone's feelings just because your are unsure of yours.
You know what sucks being a strong person? It is when people know that you are strong and they think that it's okay to hurt you.. over and over again..
broken trust and broken heart..

In the end

Over the time of our lives, we meet them. Most of the time they come unexpectedly. We make memories, we both make each other laugh, we both make each other cry. We have good times and we have bad times. And as the time goes by, our bond gets stronger, we care for each other more than anything else. At that time you say to yourself, "It's different. They are not that person. They won't ever do this to me"... But then things start to change, that person starts to change, everything starts changing.. "but im nt the same person i was, things changed, i changed." .. And the hurting part is, we are still the same person we were. Why didn't we change damn it!!! And then very easily they ask us "I dnt want u 2 cry, plz dnt cry." .. Seriously? Our whole self is shattered, our whole identity is shaken, and they are worried bout us crying? Its not called crying. Its called torn apart. Its called being crushed. Its called being KILLED!! They were the peace
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Sometimes when you're alone, it doesn't mean you're lonely. Sometimes when you're attached, it doesn't mean you're in love.

The beauty of a woman must be seen from in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart, the place where love resides.

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By Cangel O:)
While others live their dreams, I survive my nightmares.
It hurts when you want to express what you feel, but all you can do is stay quiet.
I knew from the day we met, you'd be kind of hard to forget..
And when I'm alone .. I think of how much I miss you ..
If You Feel That The Person You Love Doesn't Love You.. You're Right. Coz If They Do , There Is No Way They'll Let You Think That Way ..!!!
Silence is the best way to let someone know they did you wrong..
One of the most devastating thing in life is when someone gives up on you.
Love is just something you can’t explain, like the look of a rose, the smell of rain, or the feeling of forever..
"I know a boy who's funny and crazy,thoughtful and caring,loving and sharing,as sweet as a baby,a great friend and brother. And he's reading this message right now. <3" - HAZ
I could never understand how that was so easy for you, but always so damn hard for me.
Dead.....but not allowed to die....... Alive....but as good as dead...........
Sometimes I wish I could just fast forward through time just to see if it's all worth it in the end..
Let's ignore each other and try to pretend the other doesn't exist, but deep down we both know it wasn't supposed to end like this.
The second you start caring, is the second you allow yourself to get hurt..
Promise is a big word. It either makes something, or it breaks everything!
Sometime the way u ignore me makes me feel pity on myself.. (Lil)
I ignore texts. I let the phone ring. It's nothing personal, but some people need to realize that sometimes I don't feel like talking..
Oh I'm sorry, I thought you meant what you promised. Silly me </3
Memories are what you have when you've lost everything else..
Time heals nothing, it merely re-arranges our memory..
I don't hate you. I'm just disappointed you turned into everything you said you'd never be.
Dear heart and brain. I wish u would stop fighting each other, u are really confusing me with all this back and forth.
Sometimes you just smile. Not because you're happy, but because you need to find an escape from the pain you're in..
Sometimes, you just have to watch the broken pieces fall to the ground & walk away, no matter how much you want to fix it </3
My heart won't admit what my mind already knows...

3rd one in 10 days

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I'm no one </3
Love doesn't walk away, people do..
I have learned to care people too much.., Not because they are good. But.. Because I knew the pain of being ignored...
Outwardly, he looked like the same person. It was inside that he had changed. Something in him was gone...
Of course I miss my fb, too much.. But it hurts.. It hurts to go back and see you like there is nothing wrong, like I never existed..
Just received a message from my dear friend: "Once again Saad is lost.. can anybody help me find him.."
Why don't you people understand?
You told me you loved me but then you left!! I am trying not to cry but cry is all I have done… You said you would never break my heart but its so shattered, I will never find all the pieces!!! You left me in the cold shadowed with grief!!! You left me with the pain of a million cuts… I have cried so much my tears have made a pool full... My eyes are so full of grief, I can't stand to look at myself in the mirror.. I feel like I don't have a heart anymore. YOU took it!!! But the real truth is I MISS YOU. The pain is so great I wonder will I ever get the image of you walking out, out of my head? Which is why I say this in mourning for you, YOU TOLD ME YOU LOVED ME BUT THEN YOU LEFT!!!!!!!!!
If a Person is Silent then it doesn't mean that he doesn't know about Fun n Thrills.. It means that Life has taught Sum Lesson which has made him Silent....
a girl's laughter is much more cheerful than a boy's, but a boy's tear is much more meaningful than a girl's...
It's so hard to forget someone who gave you so much to remember...
It hurts, u know, when someone says to u that they r just pain to u. They don't really know how much lonely u really r and how much u need someone to talk to.
Sitting on the roof, staring at the full moon, feeling unspeakably lonely...
sad and mad eyes...
And I can’t stand the pain.. And I can’t make it go away.. I just wanna scream.. How could this happen to me??!!

Never love with all your heart, It only ends in aching </3

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I know it's hard on a rainy day or a rainy night, you wanna shut the world out and just be left alone!!!
Either I don't deserve this world or this world doesn't deserve me...or maybe we both don't deserve each other...
Things changed? You changed? .... I never did.
And knowing why? I'm not sure if it makes it better or worsr. That's not an easy fix.
You ruined me. You took something from me, and I could never get it back, never give it to anyone else
You hurt me, more than anyone else ever has, more than anyone else ever could.
From being on top of the world, I was pushed down and hurt beyond repair.. now left lost in the memories.. left drowning in tears...
Once upon a time there was light in my life.. But now there's only love in the dark There's nothing I can do A total eclipse of the heart...
Every now and then I get a little bit lonely and you're never coming around.. Every now and then I get a little bit tired of listening to the sound of my tears.. Every now and then I get a little bit nervous that the best of all the years have gone by.. Every now and then I get a little bit terrified and then I see the look in your eyes... Every now and then I get a little bit restless and I dream of something wild.. Every now and then I get a little bit helpless and I'm lying like a child in your arms.. Every now and then I get a little bit angry and I know I've got to get out and cry.. Every now and then I fall apart..
Sometimes no matter how hard you try to be enough for someone, if that someone don't feel contented having you, you're still WORTHLESS...
Every time I see your photo, something inside me breaks, and all those memories start flowing in...
Who am I anyway? Just a worthless piece of trash...
Coz now I'm the one who is hurting </3
So easy for everyone to leave someone whenever they want.. Y is it so hard for me? Why I do want to die at this very moment now? Why do I feel like I'm nothing? Why do I feel scared? Why am I crying? Why every piece of my body is crying and tearing apart? Why?
And in the dark, I fall down and every piece of my body cries
She thinks it'll all fall into place, the way she wants, the way she plans. That it'll be what it is now forever. I can't tell h...er different. She wouldn't believe me.. And I won't ever be same now. The way I see it, I have no more life left in me anymore. Why do the people you love most hurt u the most? Why its so fucking true? Why you did this to me??? I feel so worthless at this moment.. I'm so broken, so shattered. I feel like a being casted away, I'm a cast out.. I'm no one, nothing
A good heart will always be happy for everyone... But most of the time, a good heart gets hurt very badly because it expects only good things from others.
Sometimes, you smile to hide your pain and you laugh to hide your tears...
Missing someone isn't about how long it has been since you've seen them or the amount of time since you've talked. It's about that very moment when you're doing something and wishing they were right there with you...
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Black Hills

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I love how in scary movies, the person yells out, “Hello?” As if the bad guy is gonna be like, “Yeah, I'm in the kitchen. Want food?"
When you left and walked away, what really hurt was how you made it look so easy... like I never meant anything to you </3
2010: July 19 November 15 December 29 2011: March 19 March 29 March 30 April 2nd May 17 May 19
I don't know what I did to deserve this

Fajita Sicilian ;)

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A7em

May

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Mi Amor!!!!!!!!!!
Love is like a rubber band. You stretch it out and give one side to the person you love, only to have them let go, have it come back and break your fragile soul. Love is like a ghost. You see it out of the corner of your eye but when you try to embrace it, it vanishes. It will come back to haunt you. Love is the other side of death. You can’t have one without the other.
It takes one second for your heart to fall into pieces...
"And some things are just so sad that only your soul can do the crying for you."
Some truths about yourself are so painful that only shame can help you live with them.
Some feelings sink so deep into the heart that only loneliness can help you find them again...
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If you're planning to lie to me, at least make sure I don't find the truth...

NUMLS

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It's hard to keep things in, but sometimes it's the only thing you can do.