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Dear Bruno Mars, if someone is throwing grenades at this girl, she’s obviously some kind of terrorist. Sincerely, a friend who cares.
To have it happen once is bad enough.. but to have it repeated? Who in their right mind would not be terrified of that?
My head says: Who cares ?? But then my heart whispers: You do stupid!!
I miss you saying before my every paper, "Don't disappoint me o_O"
Why I'm starving myself? Because keeping yourself starved keep other things off the mind...
Being strong and smiling is sometimes the only option you have, unless you want to let the world know how damned you are </3
unconditional love...
silent words.. frozen thoughts..
excuse me.....
I never asked you to understand, all I asked was that you would be there......
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اللَّهُ
Its raining raining...
Don't be fooled by his smile, inside he's breaking </3
But I know you will be back. And I need to be strong enough to catch you at that time.
And I miss you, myself, with all the broken pieces of my heart,my soul </3
to be continued...
I've developed an "invisible" friend; no one can see him. I asked him to kill me one day when he's ready...
It's funny the way you can get use to the tears and the pain </3
Sometimes The Person Who Gives You Unexplained Happiness, Will Always Be The Reason For Your Unexplained Sadness..
If one day you realize that I haven't talked to you in a while it's not because I don't care any more; it's because you pushed me away and just left me there...
To dare to live alone is the rarest courage; since there are many who had rather meet their bitterest enemy in the field, than their own hearts in their closet.
I want you… but more than that… more than the joy of having you… more than the delight of your giggle… more than the perfection of having you love me in return… I want you to be happy.
Life isn’t easy…love is even harder. And sometimes we get it all wrong because we love so strong. And when your heart is full but your arms are empty, all you can see is a screen & letters in black on white. Sometimes you’ll do everything wrong & nothing you say is right...
And though my cries have gone unheard and I'm left on my knees It feels like the weight of the world
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along
You know what I feel like? I feel like someone is going to jump out of nowhere and kill me. It truly feels like that. I feel scared.
Never leave someone without an explanation. You have no idea how worthless that person would feel if you do so.

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In reality, I'm slowly losing my mind. Underneath the guise of smile, gradually I'm dying inside. Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly. Cause I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering. So I wear my disguise till I go home at night and turn down all the lights and then I break down and cry </3
Remember me? I once meant everything to you </3
Everything that ever caused a tear to trickle down my cheek, I run away and hide from it. But now, everything is unwinding and finding its way back towards me. And I don't know what to do. I just know that pain I felt so long ago, it's hurting ten times more..
no matter how strong a person is, at some point that person has to sit down, cry and admit that he's tired.
I've learnt that the people you care about most in life are taken from you too soon.
I lay awake at night and wonder, just where did I go wrong? Then a voice comes to me and says, this is going to take more than one night.
I wish people would be honest and say: Hey, I'm coming into your life but I have no intentions of staying long.
So Now i'm Alone and life keeps moving on.
When we were kids, we'd pretend crying to attract our parents' attention. Now we pretend to be sleeping when we're crying to avoid questions...
Hope was all I needed, and pain was all I found.
This is for the broken hearted. I know how you feel. Empty, betrayed, and no happiness whatsoever. You don't want to laugh, because you know it's not going to help, but you don't want to cry, because it will just make you feel worse. You feel like your heart is falling apart, but not only that, but you know soon your life is going to feel like it's falling apart too. You don't think it will ever end, and no matter what this person has done to you, it feels impossible to stop loving them. And everyone wonders why if they have hurt you so much, then why do you still love them. That's the confusing part, you don't know why, you just do, and the people who hurt you the most, are normally the ones you love the most. And then, after a few weeks, you finally feel a sense of relief, like you're getting happy again, but you know inside that you're just going into denial. And after a few more weeks, you're back to where you were an empty soul and teary eye
It hurts like hell to force a smile when inside you are falling apart.
"I can't stop crying... I don't understand, and it's not the loud, screaming crying... It's just the tears continuously roll down my face, and I can't do anything to stop them."
The missing PS: I need you.
"a part of my soul!"
"always remember I’m next to u now"
"That ‘bro’ is the best thing that has ever happened to me.. I really wish u could meet him, sometimes I can’t explain how much I love him or need him, but he seems to understand me without me asking him.. my heart reaches out for him, he’s my angel and forever will be.. we went through pain and laughter together and I’m never gonna live in memories of him instead, of making ones. He’s my big bro and ‘brothers and sisters never leave each other, they’re always connected, and not always by blood’"
"I’m not leaving u, just stay next to me and never let me go.."
"I love u so much more than I can ever express, and I’m dying to hear from u or just talk with u cz I miss u like hell.. ur my angel and u’ll always will be..more than anything, ur my bro and I’m so grateful for having u and I pray of not losing u.. thanks for everything and for listening.."
"I want to hear from u so badly, I’m in no condition to pretend I’m happy or ‘okay’, I just need u right now.. don’t keep me waiting like last time plz.."
"u used to be the reason my heart is beating but now I realized ur the reason I’ve got a heart, cz without u I would have gone cold and alone and just deprived from everyone.."
"We're linked together I know you watch out for me, And I'll always watch out for you, No matter where I am..."
"I will always be here for you. No matter what occurs - No matter what is said or done I will never be too far away No matter the distance You’ll always be in my heart."
"Ur not gonna promise to stay with me forever, but I really need to hear it.. just tell me that even if I did leave u, u’d do anything to reach me, or knock me out of it.. just like u did last time..i need such promises to feel at ease, I’m always on my nerves to hear from u.."
you know how it feels like to be left all alone? It feels like the whole world is falling on me. I am broken beyond repair.
shattered
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Just hit play and watch my life fall apart.
Ok, God..maybe I’m doing this all wrong. Let me try again. If there’s something you want me to learn, help me learn it. If there’s something I need to teach, help me teach it. If there’s somewhere I need to be, help me get there. If there’s something I need to do, help me do it. Most importantly, though, if there’s something I need to come to terms with, help me accept it. Please. Amen.
I've learned that two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different.
Are you going to walk the road all alone?
You may say I'm always happy, and that I'm good at what I do, but what you'll never realize is, I'm a damn good actor too.
It's an interesting feeling, really, to scroll through all the numbers in your phone, and realize that there is no one who will understand.
It's the loneliest feeling in the world - to find yourself standing up when everyone else is sitting down. To have everybody look at you and say "what's the matter with him?" I know what it feels like. Walking down an empty street, listening to the sound of your own footsteps. Shutters closed, blinds drawn, doors locked against you. And you aren't sure whether you're walking toward something, or if you're just walking away.
why your silence makes more noise than thunder?
O_O zoom zoom O_O
I Must Learn To Love The Fool In Me, The One Who Feels Too Much, Talks Too Much, Takes Too Many Chances, Wins Sometimes And Loses Often, Lacks Self-Control, Loves And Hates, Hurts And Gets Hurt, Promises And Breaks Promises, Laughs And Cries.
All the lies you told, were right in front of me...You made it look so perfect, when it wasn't meant to be...
I'm not a stop along the way. I'm a destination.
Is it time? ;(

I believe that love is blind since my mother started loving me before seeing my face ♥ ♥

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I believe that love is blind since my mother started loving me before seeing my face ♥ ♥
There are moments that mark your life, moments when you realize nothing will ever be the same. And time is divided into two parts, before this and after this..

Everyone dies. Not everyone really lives!!!

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Sometimes in life, we are forced to do things that kills our insides; we don't have any other choice. Even if we do, we can't see it until it's too late. Sometimes things are not to be dealt with in the "natural way". You have to listen to your insides screaming at you which are louder than any thunder, and yet there is no way out except to do what you should't do.
No one can change a person, but a person can be a reason for a person to change...
There is difference being mad and being hurt...
It's funny how I'm good at giving advice to others, but when it comes to helping myself, I don't know what to do...
Sometimes I Let you think I'm okay even though I'm not. Because keeping silent is better than explaining to those people who just listen but never would understand...
Pretending to be happy when you are in pain is just an example of how strong you are as a person. Still making that simple smile when every part of you dies...
"They (Pakistani Military) were completely taken by surprise" - BBC .... yeah RITE :/ well done Brave Army of Pakistan :/
is disappearing...
I will keep you waterproof, Every single storm you Ever have to walk through, I will go before you I will be the voice when you, Need someone to talk to Please don’t ever doubt me, Let me reassure you
Once upon a time...
yippppyyyyyyyy
is thinking, if you dig a hole through the center of the earth to the other side, and then let go, would you be falling down or floating up? :s
Study...study...stud....sta....ah....staf.....stafay....fay....face....facebook :D
Dear life, when I asked if my day could get any worse, it was a rhetorical question, not a challenge. Sincerely, Me.