I get attached to people too easily, and I expect too much, its all my fault. I tend to push people away from me when they make even a slight mistake; it doesn't matter that I may be doing this because of how I got treated by other people I met on the way, its still my fault. I feel pain when I try to push someone away from me, but it doesn't matter, I deserve it. I open up to anyone showing some concern whether real or not, telling them how I feel, and then I mind it when I'm called an attention-seeker; I deserve it. People think I'm shy because I don't talk or participate much in conversations. Truth is, I don't really give a damn what they're talking about; again, my fault. I'm too sensitive and lately too insecure, I get hurt even on the slightest of things, things other people consider as a joke, yet here I am, weak and coward; my fault. People think high of me on seeing my polite behavior, only to find out later that I'm no more different than other mean and selfish people out there; my fault. They tend to look at WHAT you did but not WHY you did it.
Sometimes in life we just need smeone who will be there for us. Someone who will listen. Someone who will understand that we're not perfect.
