I want to appreciate the times when moments are made into memories. I want to embrace them, cherish them, and never forget that they come so few and so far between. I know that wherever life takes me, these moments will always follow. they remind me of what's truly important. It's not just life but living. It's the journey, the destination, and all the points I see between. and I must admit I like what I see.
these days are hard.
Sometimes I'm sitting with my family, or sitting alone, and it just hits me out of nowhere, the realization of how much I miss your presence in my life, how much I miss our talks, your teasing, everything. But that follows with what happened, how you preferred a person you started talking few months ago over me, me whom you called your brother and you had known for few years now. I was the person who gave preference to you over everyone, because I called you my family. You once told me not to expect too much from you but at least you could have known your priorities. Or maybe you had always known, it was just me who didn't know them. Stupid me.