Why you didn't let me go when I wanted to..??! "I have lost too many good people in my life and I don't want to lose anyone else", that's what you said. So, I didn't leave. And just when I had started feeling comfortable with the part of you that I thought I could trust, you cut me out. Yeah, The End.
these days are hard.
Sometimes I'm sitting with my family, or sitting alone, and it just hits me out of nowhere, the realization of how much I miss your presence in my life, how much I miss our talks, your teasing, everything. But that follows with what happened, how you preferred a person you started talking few months ago over me, me whom you called your brother and you had known for few years now. I was the person who gave preference to you over everyone, because I called you my family. You once told me not to expect too much from you but at least you could have known your priorities. Or maybe you had always known, it was just me who didn't know them. Stupid me.