Nothing seems to matter..

sitting in a total empty library, listening to Jason Walker's 'Down'.. I wish I could sit here forever.. At times like these, nothing seems to matter, not even life. Lately I'm thinking of 'exiting' from this world so much. I wish I could. Its definitely not about the fear of death. Fear of death is long gone. How can you be fearful of dying when you have lost all your interest in life? Is it all about courage? Or is it about you being caring to your loved ones? You know it that doing this will cause pain to them. Apart from two people, everyone will be thinking 'why?'.. Clueless..

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