It's funny how hello always ends with goodbye. It's funny how good memories start 2 make you cry. It's funny how forever never really last. It's funny how much you'd lose if you forget your past. It's funny how friends leave you when you're down. It's funny how when you need someone they're never around. It's funny how people change & think they're so much better. It's funny how so many lies can be packed in one 'love letter'. It's funny how people forgive even though they can't forget. It's funny how one night can contain so much regret. It's funny how ironic life turns out. The funniest part of all, none of that's funny 2 me.
these days are hard.
Sometimes I'm sitting with my family, or sitting alone, and it just hits me out of nowhere, the realization of how much I miss your presence in my life, how much I miss our talks, your teasing, everything. But that follows with what happened, how you preferred a person you started talking few months ago over me, me whom you called your brother and you had known for few years now. I was the person who gave preference to you over everyone, because I called you my family. You once told me not to expect too much from you but at least you could have known your priorities. Or maybe you had always known, it was just me who didn't know them. Stupid me.