I let my walls down and showed you the other side of me. The side that many people have never seen. You took me for granted, and when you got what you wanted you stopped talking to me. Cut me off from your world and left me to question what was going on in your life. I pretend I don’t care about you anymore, I pretend I don’t think about you anymore. But I do. All. The. Time. The worst thing is, I don’t even think I’ve crossed your mind at all. I’ve been replaced, and there’s nothing I can do about it.
these days are hard.
Sometimes I'm sitting with my family, or sitting alone, and it just hits me out of nowhere, the realization of how much I miss your presence in my life, how much I miss our talks, your teasing, everything. But that follows with what happened, how you preferred a person you started talking few months ago over me, me whom you called your brother and you had known for few years now. I was the person who gave preference to you over everyone, because I called you my family. You once told me not to expect too much from you but at least you could have known your priorities. Or maybe you had always known, it was just me who didn't know them. Stupid me.