Were those words really that easy for you to get out of your mouth? "I won't be able to talk to you again."... And there I was standing, phone to my ears, shocked. That was it? You call someone brother and you throw them out of your life like this? Oh wait, I was a part of your being, wasn't I? Well look what you did with that part.
these days are hard.
Sometimes I'm sitting with my family, or sitting alone, and it just hits me out of nowhere, the realization of how much I miss your presence in my life, how much I miss our talks, your teasing, everything. But that follows with what happened, how you preferred a person you started talking few months ago over me, me whom you called your brother and you had known for few years now. I was the person who gave preference to you over everyone, because I called you my family. You once told me not to expect too much from you but at least you could have known your priorities. Or maybe you had always known, it was just me who didn't know them. Stupid me.