What kind of psychologist you are? You said you people start preparing the kids weeks before you leave them, slowly getting in their mind that you won't be there after some time. But what did you do to me? Oh so that was for kids only? Because they are not mentally mature? I thought you knew the pain of saying goodbye to someone you consider real close. You told me straight, without hesitation, that you won't be able to talk to me again. You thought that just because I didn't cry at that time, I will be fine. I wish you knew what's your decision is going to do with me, and what a mess I will be.
these days are hard.
Sometimes I'm sitting with my family, or sitting alone, and it just hits me out of nowhere, the realization of how much I miss your presence in my life, how much I miss our talks, your teasing, everything. But that follows with what happened, how you preferred a person you started talking few months ago over me, me whom you called your brother and you had known for few years now. I was the person who gave preference to you over everyone, because I called you my family. You once told me not to expect too much from you but at least you could have known your priorities. Or maybe you had always known, it was just me who didn't know them. Stupid me.